February 20, 2009
I believe I've messed up at work. It's given me anxiety now for over a week. I'm trying very hard to take ownership. But the truth is... I thought I was giving an above par performance for my capabilities. Now I've been informed that I've done it all wrong. As I look back over the last few months it has occurred to me that I have received only "corrections" not "guidance".
So how do I balance my ownership of this mess without justifying or blaming someone else? Or even worse, without allowing tears to surface because of it. (Now I'm crying because I don't know if I should end that last sentence with a question mark or a period.)
Help. I need closure.
(On a positive note. There were no mispellings in this post.)