January 17, 2008
Had a bad week. I was weak. I thought too much. Couldn't relax. Ran a race. Went all right, but not great. Energy is low. Want to be an introvert. Friend says "What's wrong". I say, "Had a bad week. Will get better." Friend says, "You don't need to be bitchy."
Ask me how well that went over.
I've learned that people have clearly defined expectations for how I should behave/react/show emotion in certain circumstances. When are they going to learn that I don't fit the collective mold?
Not only was my mold broken - they beat the hell out of the mold maker!